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Umm... Something really weird just happened... I just went to my piano lesson and I didn't feel nervous or anxious at? What? Who am I? What happend to me? Is this what it feels like to be free from anxiety and stress? Because it feels amazing. I was even excited. I think the reason for this might be because I just wrote in my book about dreading my piano lessons because it requires me to leave the house and social interact, and once I write bad thing, it kind of gets better? So just writing down those bad things is very therapeutic in some way. I don't know why it helps, but it does, and I'm not complaining. This is so refreshing. I guess it's because when I wrote about dreading going to my piano lessons I thought about why was I

 dreading it, because before I go I'm always anxious and nervous and my heart is pounding, but I do enjoy it when it starts. I guess that's why it worked, because why should I be dreading something if I'm enjoying doing that thing? Where's the logic behind it? And I think it may also have to do with me attending therapy. So, yeah. That's a nice change.