So, in my last therapy session a few days ago, my therapist asked me if generally I think I'm happy, and I was like, "Yes, I think so,". And then she started asking me about certain emotions and what do I do when I feel those emotions, and she asked me what do I do when I'm sad. So I thought about it and realized that I genuinely don't know, because me being sad doesn't happen that often so I wouldn't be able to tell you what I do when it does happen. And so I told her that and she was surprised to hear that. I think most teenagers my age feel sad more often then not, or at least more than adults. So that just showed me that I am happier than I thought I am. I am a pretty happy person in general, so it's not shocking. But it still surprised me.
Fear - a poem
So, this is a poem I wrote on 9.8.23 (a day after CORPE's birthday! Happy birthday CORPSE🥳🥳!!!). Fear Fear, It keeps drumming in your ear, Just don't shed a single tear, So they don't see, So they don't hear, It takes control over your life, Don't do this, No don't do that, It's much harder than I thought, Oh, for how long have I fought, Over on a losing team, There's no fog, No there's just steam, Oh the fear, It won't die down, It just sits there with it's crown, On it's thron on top a hill, It's just waiting for it's kill, Though for how long will I fear, Oh the timeline isn't clear.
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