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So, I just watched the Cinema Therapy episode about the Hulk, and about how when you're aroused, the irational part of your brain doesn't work, but the thing is, for me it does when I'm aroused. I think it might be because my brain works differently then most people, because I'm bigender. Though I'm not sure. Because when I'm angry (like really angry to the poin where I have an outburst), I still think rationally. Like, I'll be shaking and twitching with anger, and I may scream in my head, but I never do any physical damage. I mean, I think about how I want to break something, or throw something across the room, but I never do that, because I know that won't do me any good. And why break something just because I'm angry. And also I'm extremely good at containing it. I'll have an outburst for a few seconds before managing to calm down enough to stop the shaking and the twitching. I mean, I'm sill really angry, but I manage to keep it under wraps. And that says something since I have a really hot temper and anger issues (they run in the family), so I think it's also the fact that I've had to deal with it my whole life, so I learned how to manage it. Though, it would be really cool if it's my bigender brain keeping my rational part of the brain still turned on when I'm aroused. That would just be another perk to being bigender.