Fear - a poem

For some reason my mind wandered to my elementary school's show that we did at the end of the year we left elementary school while I was waiting for my food at a restaurant with my grandparents. And when it wandered there, of course it went to Johnathan. So, just to fill you in, I did not participate in the show. You could either dance, sing, or act, so I went for singing at first, because I thought I had to, and of course all the girls there (it was mostly girls) told me that I have a beautiful voice. But the pressure was too much, and I have stage fright, so when I found out I didn't have to participate, of course I quit. My mom told me I shouldn't, because she didn't participate and she regretted it, though I just couldn't. I'd just humiliate myself on that stage. And let me tell ya, I don't regret not participating in it though. I just wasn't ready. It was not my time to shine yet. And I'm glad I didn't participate because I got to see the show. I remember the group of students that chose singing went to an actual tecording studio to record the song, so at the show they were lip-sincing while they were dancing. So back to the point of me thinking about Johnathan, as always. Apparently he chose acting, because in the show he was playing a teacher. I remember a group of students from my grade sitting on the floor, facing us, and him with his back to us, wearing a black suit's jacket, and putting on a ridiculous voice to try and imitate a teacher in a funny way. Thinking about it makes me smile.