(don't read if you don't want spoilers on Keeper of the Lost Cities) !!!🥳Exciting news

Also, I'm gonna be cutting my hair this Thursday. Eeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhh!!!!! I AM SO EXCITED!!!!!!! I'll probably post a before and after of on my Instagram (follow shiraknnr), and maybe a vlog on my vlog YouTube channel "shira vlogs". I am so excited!!!!!!! I'm doing this because to be able to change on the inside, I really need a drastic change on the outside, and once I do it, things are gonna start changing for the better. Sixth sense feeling. I just know it. Once I do it, it's gonna set off a chain of events. I feel like I'm changing. I've felt that for the past month, maybe because last month was pride month. Ironic isn't it? And what is also ironic is the fact that not too long ago I finished reading KOTLC, and how in the last, two books? Three books? They've talked about change, and how Gisela changed Keefe with new abilities, and how in the ninth book everybody's been saying that Sophie's changed, and I noticed that too!!! And how after finishing reading it, I've...started to change. And at first it was really scary, because I'm terrified of change, like, terrified. But now... I AM SO EXCITED!!!!😁😁😁😁😁. Also, that change is gonna result in me and Johnathan (the guy I'm in love with. Don't worry, not his real name) to end up together!!!! And my sixth sense is telling me that I will change into the best version of myself, so I'm excited!!!

Guy part of me:"Okay, we get it, you're 'EXCITED'. Jesus, you're annoying,"

Girl part of me:"*giggles and smiles cheerfully and excitedly at guy part*"

Guy part:"*in disgust* Sickening."

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Also, you know how Gisela keeps saying to Keefe, "Embrace the change?". Well, the ironic thing is that I've been thinking about it for a couple of weeks about the foreshadowing of that phrase, since the universe made it so that I will read it right around the time I started feeling like I was changing, especially considering how terrified I was at the begging, and then realised that the universe made it so that I'd read it before, that when I think about changing, I think about KOTLC, and the phrase, "Embrace the change", because that's what the universe is basically telling me to do. Like, "Don't be scared. You'll be okay. Everything will be better. 'Embrace the change'." Which is...very weird since the universe is evil, and I'm it's literal cruel joke. And when I figured out that that was the universe's intention with that phrase, becasue, as I found out, the universe likes to base some parts of my life and personality on novels that it has written will be written because it thinks it's reeeaaally funny (I mean, it kind of is🤣🤣🤣), and because it wants to give me complexes, and it's working, although I kind of like that my life and personality are based on this really cool novel that I really like. It's really cool. Anyways, where was I? Oh yeah, "Embrace the change". And so whenever I felt scared about changing, I told myself, "Embrace the change.... I still hate you Gisela."🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣. I had to add in that last part🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣. Anyways. Embrace the change. I wasn't talking to you, Keefe (🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣). Don't listen to your mother. Although I know you're going to let her do the last stage of her Stellarlune (is that how you write that?) plan, because you think that'll fix your abilities, and if I'm being quite honest, I think on this one thing, you're right. Or you're screwed, that could be it too🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣. Embrace the change (glaring at Keefe with a look that says, "Don't you dare!!!"🤣🤣🤣🤣). Also, Gisela's becoming quite predictable. I mean, when Sophie was going to meet with Vespera in the cave and then she let Keefe join since, be real, there is no way he is letting this go, and the moment she said he could come, I was like, "Well, now it's guaranteed that Gisela will be there." And don't tell me it's impossible to get there!!! Because she has proved in the past that she is ten steps ahead of them!! I never doubted for a second that she'd get there before them. And then when she showed up, I was like, "I knew it!!!!! I yold you so!!!!!", and also like, "Gisela, honey, you're becoming predictable. I'm disappointed in you," 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣, like a disappointed mother🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣. I mean...fitting considering her role in the series... I didn't even think about that when I came up with that joke🤣🤣🤣🤣, it just felt like a disappointed mother, which is...well, exactly what she is. Also, Keefe will never be who you want him to be!!!!! I am the president of the Gisela hate club. Sorry, getting off ropic🤣🤣🤣🤣, don't mind my whole ADHD rant right now🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣. Um, hope you have a good day, or something🤣🤣🤣, bye.