?Do you believe in magic

Even if I had magic powers I wouldn't use them to read my crushes mind and see what he thinks about me. I'm guessing most people would, and I completely understand! I'd be tempted too! But I still wouldn't do it. Because I respect him and his privacy, and doing that would be wrong and unfair towards him. And because I want to do it the regular way. The hard way. You see, I like challenges. Whenever I'm faced with one, I'm like, "Chalenge excepted!" (And yes, that is a Live And Maddie reference). What's the fun in making things easy? What's the point of that? Not saying I want it to be impossible. I'm just saying that it should be that easy! Also, if he wants to tell me, then he can do it himself. I'm not gonna make things easier for him!! If he wants to tell me something, he should muster the courage to tell me!!!! I did it! And he doesn't even have the balls to give me an answer!!!! Do you think I made all that effort for nothing? He will have to tell me eventually. I made the first step, now it's his turn to make the second. He owes me an answer. If he owes me anything, he owes me that. I deserve to get an answer! I freaking confessed to him!!! Three times already!!!! And he doesn't even have the balls to respond?!?!? To even reject me?!?!?! Just say you don't feel the same!!! It's that easy!!!! You don't have to lead me along! I just want a damn answer! I'm not asking for too much! Just, an answer. Just one word, and I'll leave you alone. Just say it and I'll leave. I just want you to be happy. And if me leaving you alone makes you happy, then I'll leave you alone. Just say it.