In school, whenever a teacher comes up to my table in recess, well I'll be reading or writing, probably reading since I write during class when there's nothing more interesting to do (so basically, throughout the entire lesson), it always stresses me out, because it's almost never good and I'm scared of loud noises, and yelling is one of them, so I get so stressed out that my eyes well up with tears uncontrollably, and I try to blink the tears away, because I really don't want that embarrassment, especially with the whole class present and people most probably gonna notice, and I manage to most times, but there are the times when I don't, and I hate those times. Just leave me alone. Please. I don't care. I don't care about my grades, I don't care about school, school makes me miserable. I hate school!!! School is hell. I just wanna drop out. Please just leave me alone. Why can't you just understand that I don't care. I DON'T FUCKING CARE ABOUT SCHOOL!!!!! And that shows something if I'm cursing, because I never curse. JUST LET ME DROP OUT!!!!!!I DON'T NEED THIS!!!!! I DON'T NEED YOU!!!!! I need out!!! That's what I need. I just want to cry just thinking and writing about this.
Fear - a poem
So, this is a poem I wrote on 9.8.23 (a day after CORPE's birthday! Happy birthday CORPSE🥳🥳!!!). Fear Fear, It keeps drumming in your ear, Just don't shed a single tear, So they don't see, So they don't hear, It takes control over your life, Don't do this, No don't do that, It's much harder than I thought, Oh, for how long have I fought, Over on a losing team, There's no fog, No there's just steam, Oh the fear, It won't die down, It just sits there with it's crown, On it's thron on top a hill, It's just waiting for it's kill, Though for how long will I fear, Oh the timeline isn't clear.
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